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Resuscitating Dead Flowers

by Festering Wounds

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1.
Feel the cold They unfold Broken hearts What's the cost Feeding shame Feeding flames Ghosts and lore Take my form Can't escape Anything Can't escape Anything I removed the asphalt to find concrete underneath. All the birds are dead. Clouds can’t form, they don’t hold together. The sun dimmed itself to be observed and not a soul witnessed. Colossal, mass failure (inspired). Insects refuse their hand in decay and our bodies lay preserved as sun bleached corpses rather than skeletons. Lord, I burden many. Found to finish foolishly under every circumstance. Fire is finding water in every ignition. Water is finding fire in every condition. Mountains form in minutes while homes are built in decades. My house is 12 years old. My house is made of obsidian and stained glass. You’d find concrete underneath it all though. We danced in the halls, we danced in the streets. Yesterday, God called upon us to help. Unbenounced to them, my skin is splitting and my blood depleted. Fear already became me. Foolish of anyone to ask anyone anything if you ask me. Thankless tasks are all we have left. Disagreement won’t be found from me. Killing is something best left to those who don’t matter. There’s a drought and they’re replacing water with glue. They say adhesive is needed to attach the soul. Mine is dismembered entirely but it’ll grow back. I’ve collected every tooth I’ve ever found and now I have a mouth. Sometimes I’ll question it all but there are no answers Burning light Outlive me Not well liked Now you see Burst into Ardent flames I see through my fake games Can't escape Anything Can't escape Anything To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution To be stepped on and to stick is my only contribution
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Agoraphobia 04:20
Cling to nothing Scene to dream no cutting Serene the ring Running to shutting Losing my mind Blurring the line Clouded claims Unnatural names Annoyed and frustrated with the world Specifically those who live on it Breathe the air and smell the shit Everything, everyone so cold I socialize and feel a sinking pit All the handshakes All the hugs I obsess over little mistakes No feeling too real but my mind won't bend From kneeling to reeling the mind doesn't end Paranoid fantasy Social anxiety Paranoid fantasy Social anxiety Callous nastily Caught up in the vanity become the casualty Free from freedom Trickier tapestry The way they handle me Masked agony True tragedy The head is rattling the sound won't stop No point in battling The sound won't stop Everytime Everytime The future doesn't exist Everyone wants to suture and stitch Its hard to live its hard to get by Its hard to live its hard to get by I never do the right thing I never do the right thing My futures hopeless i can see that now I never do the right thing I never do the right thing My futures hopeless i can see that now
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Lie 04:05
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Propaganda 04:20
Mixed signals dont excuse the man Tricked figures getting tame and tan Fires burning gets the same hand Shyer turning inward on the same plan can't accept any conclusion Every time it seems to worsen We all have the same illusion Trust your government with your sovereignty Cause they will perpetuate our poverty Blessing and a freedom to own property But ill give my life to a man ive never met And never stop toiling with rent We have such few amenities But higher taxes to kill someones enemies Disenfranchised little rats with a stomach full of lies Pulling strings on a country full of lies On the Tv Its all fake I was I was there I was in person When they Broadcasted and i watched it on the tv It was fake It was all fake They control what we see and its all fake It was all fake It was all fake They control everything It seems like this should be illegal Kinda makes you wonder whos behind the scenes Like a government Like a government Head in our own ass We find a scope goat It's often racial Its often religion Overseas terrorizing citizens These trained dogs sniff out oil Find a whiff and the world foils They pick wars over countries ideologies Kill their citizens and call it liberation Mass murder often is the methodology Destroy cultures, control causation We see the watered down effect Information just comes and goes there’s a fatal disconnect Its artificial and it clearly shows Is this country worth fighting for Dangle college in your face, Promise healthcare with no space We all should have had this before Taking money with no trace, promise healthcare for your race Take your time one needs it
5.
I know i cant get help No lungs i cant yell Breathing deep i feel nothing Shouting my name get to shunning Losing hope i get to running Bleeding deep im living shit There is no hope There is no light Worthless down to the cell Something ill scream and yell Ring my neck ring the bell I cant change myself no matter who i tell Stupid fucked up idiot Freak no matter how you figure it Shriek no matter whos hearing it Mystique suicidal detachment Cry myself Too sleep Inflict pain on myself Just cant see another day My illusion shattered every way My illusion shattered every way Id take it all back Every word i've ever said Every piece i've ever made Every word written Better off without a trace With my feelings hidden Better off without a face Beating on a dead rhythm In a vacuum id leave this place Hyperventilate can't feel my face Pure distress there's no end to this race Constant stress feel like a fucking nutcase I want to say goodbye Spend everyday thinking how i want to die Everything ends in suicide How did i get here i was just a kid full of cheer No one will see those bright eyes again What the fuck is wrong with me What do i have to complain about I just plain cant fucking stand me And yeah its something i cry about Cant take daily life and i put that on my knife Disappear one day and my memory will just fade away I yearn that day the day/today
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SSRI 04:24
No need for energy Anything to better me Im at my wits end Suicidal but not enough to mend What the fuck do you even mean I have no plan I follow my lead Healthcare sham can't get the help i need Ssri Sit and wait Mate and die Shy from weight Now it's too late Live and die a burden Putting more on their plate Close the curtain Throw my body in a lake This isnt working Still not joy it's become my fate Everything is hurting And it's hardly 8 Death and i are flirting We spew our hate Panic Onset like prey and predator Slap me and it likely wouldn't register Pursued and collected, tear creditor Consumed and defected, my character I disregard what they say to me I cant handle positivity You hear me whine on all these tracks I'm just a piece of shit that needs to close his mouth Killing myself before i do Self loathing Government hating Killing myself before i do Self loathing Government hating Losing dimension but what else is new Losing direction but what else can i do They take my niceties as leniency Pretend active rejection is strength Less than nothing to lose I'll die for anything The gaps between tears and the soil I'll die for anything I know i can't get help No lungs i can't yell Breathing deep i feel nothing Shouting my name get to shunning Losing hope i get to running Bleeding deep im living shit There is no hope There is no light There is no god
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Descent 05:34
I set the bar low I set the bar low I breathe again and i forget I live again and i forget Blow the smoke Take the medicine See you next week or maybe later then Leaning down Casting doubt Leaning down Casting doubt I disregard what they say to me I cant handle positivity You hear me whine on all these tracks Im just a piece of shit that needs to close his mouth Killing myself before i do Self loathing Government hating Killing myself before i do Self loathing Government hating Losing dimension but what else is new Losing direction but what else can i do They take my niceties as leniency Pretend active rejection is strength Less than nothing to lose Ill die for anything The gaps between tears and the soil Ill die for anything Worthless death in the air Fruitless retaining nothing Thoughts of death Thoughts of death Thoughts of suicide Thoughts of death Thoughts of death that consume me Everything lies, in my arms tonight
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Suicidal ideation coping album

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released February 24, 2022

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